January 8th, 2009

Back to You

Started my morning with J Mayer. Ohhh, that man never fails to make my heart smiles. Did I mentioned that I wanted to make out with him? WAHAHA. And he will sing to me..


And if you want love,We'll make it 
Swimming a deep sea of blankets 
Take all your big plans and break 'em
This is bound to be a while...


 *wishful thinking* HAHA.


After some jurrasic year. I'm back here. HAHA. Tabby, welcome me back with loving arms. I'll change my theme this weekend. I promise and you will hear Aqueous Transmission by Incu everytime you refresh this page. Haha.  


So I got a super nice nice news early this morning. My mom entered my room this morning to wake me up. 


"Nak, 5:30 na gising ka na. May 10 long weekend daw this year"


then my eyes open naturally and then asked my mom,


"ano ulet yun? 10 ano?"


Mom replied. "Talaga naman. 10 long weekend."


then I found myself smiling and visualing the sun and the sand, --- BEACH BABY. haha.


LETS GO SUMMER. HAHA.


Ok. Ok. Kalma lang divine. haha. 

Currently listening to: j mayer - back to you
Currently reading: office emails
Currently feeling: enthralled
Posted by think_pink at 09:37 AM in ra-ra-rants, blah-ness | can you hear moi

January 7th, 2009

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

Well I was sitting, waiting, wishing 
You believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs

The Lord knows that this world is cruel
I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning lovin' somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
Must I always be playing, playing your fool

I sang your songs, I danced your dance
I gave your friends all a chance
But putting up with them
Wasn't worth never having you

Maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time so please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you

I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool

I keep playing your part
But it's not my scene
Want this plot to twist
I've had enough mystery
Keep building it up
Then shooting me down
But I'm already down

Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting

Well, if I was in your position
I'd put down all my ammunition
I'd wonder why'd it taken me so long

But Lord knows that I'm not you
And if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waitin' on love aint so easy to do

Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
Must I always be playing, playing your fool

No, I can't I always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool
Posted by crystal_sapphire at 01:46 PM | can you hear moi

Sleepy and Lazy

Woo, it is today, on Wednesday 7th January 2009. That I feel extremely lazy to do anything! even to cook.

 

I am looking at what i have to do, and nada. I am idle. Im sooo lazy, hopefully only for today. I need to create alot of documents :p :p

 

Lazyyy a

Posted by crystal_sapphire at 12:14 PM | can you hear moi

January 6th, 2009

Alah jangan khawatir

Jangan Khawatir, kalau jodoh toh yah nanti pasti ketemu lagi. Nggak lari kemana2

 

Posted by crystal_sapphire at 10:44 AM | can you hear moi

January 5th, 2009

instinct

I feel that he is THE ONE

Posted by crystal_sapphire at 08:12 PM | 1 heard moi

January 4th, 2009

Banana the funny man

Just for the record, 2nd of January, Red Violin.

I will consider it as an adventure rather than a misfortune.


My night / morning spent with the funny bestman mentioned in my earlier entries. It was great. What can I say, there is a first thing to everything, and it was definitely the first time i was 90 percent giving to a man. As if you have known my life, I was never 100% as the sex before marriage thing always kicks me in the head, but this time it was different.

I was having my period, heavy flow, so we didn't do it. But still, I enjoyed my time with him.

He is going away, and I don't believe in such thing as fate now, but I will keep on living, and being myself. For now, I like him alot. Take care banana.


Love,

Em

Posted by crystal_sapphire at 10:34 PM | can you hear moi

January 1st, 2009

Hi 2009!










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[2:00am]

yay. its 2009!

paalam 2008. ang daming nangyaring namagitan sa ting dalawa may wish na natupad. (sa kin na lang yun) napakarami. kaya nga naiisip ko, maganda ang nakalipas na taon ko. baka eto na yung malas. parating na. jusko wag naman sana no. ituloy tuloy na natin. para masaya.

bye 2008.
hi 2009.

fish tayo.
Posted by babols007 at 02:05 AM | 2 heard moi

December 31st, 2008

Vodka Tears

If you had asked me this time last year what I expected for the following year, I can honestly tell you that the series of events that unfolded were the last series of events on a very looooong list of possibilities. Long story short, what a fucking year.

I went from being in a long-term, committed relationship to moving back home. Different circle of friends, different social activites. The only thing that remained the same was my career path.

I became a better person. I stopped lying to myself and to others. I took risks and met challenges head-first, stepping out of my comfort zone many times to do so. 

I have learnt that crying doesn't make you feel better, but it helps you sleep- like vodka.

So, if I've improved so much, how is it that I find myself alone on New Year's without someone to kiss? To hold me tight? Plenty of possibilities, yet none that I'd be as happy with as the impossibility.

Posted by _destiny_ at 09:49 PM | can you hear moi
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